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Depressed and Down-hearted

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 8, 2017, 7:39 AM
    I'm feeling down and out about my deviantArt page and Gallery.  Even though I have so far 85 watchers, I'm feeling like nobody likes my artwork.  I know my art isn't great and awesome.  And, I try to be on deviantArt everyday despite my busy schedule and interact on deviantArt.  I feel discouraged that my artwork... especially my latest artworks haven't been noticed much.  I try to submit most of them into groups, but I feel like they get overlooked.  I know I shouldn't care too much about what other people think about my artwork and I should just be satisfied with the artwork that I've done, but I'm very critical and hard on myself and I think and worry too much. :(  I need to think more positive about myself and my artwork, but it's difficult for me... especially I've been struggling with depression all my life.  It's easier said than done.  Either I'm trying too hard or I'm not trying hard enough to get my artwork out there.  I don't know if I should... but I'm thinking about shutting down my deviantArt. Depressed 

  • Listening to: 16 Bit Lolitas - "Nobody Seems to Care"


Artist | Student | Varied
United States
I've been drawing ever since I was little. I would just find random scraps of paper and started doodling like any other kid. My best friend had just picked up drawing as a hobby... and now I'm trying to find the time to get back to it. I'm currently majoring in Graphic Design and Multimedia. I hope one day I can work for a movie studio. :)

Current Residence: Texas
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small-Medium
Favourite genre of music: almost anything... except country
Operating System: Windows XP
Personal Quote: "Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination" - Mark Twain



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poly-esther Featured By Owner 6 days ago  New Deviant Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! Hug 
animaniac21285 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
You're welcome!! :D
gxfan537 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2017
Happy Birthday! *hugs you*…
animaniac21285 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you much!! :hug:
gxfan537 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2017
You're welcome 
Malinka00 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!
animaniac21285 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2017  Student General Artist
You're welcome! :)
AO-RY Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
animaniac21285 Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2017  Student General Artist
No prob!! :D
GR-the-queen Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2] 
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