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I've been working at a job since the beginning of November as a Seasonal associate at a distribution warehouse. I've been working a lot for a little over a month and a half and now my Seasonal assignment has ended since yesterday. I apologize that I haven't drawn in some time. When I came home from work, most of the time I'm tired and I don't have any creative inspirations swimming through my head. 
Now that I have more free time, I'll try my best to draw here and there and upload whenever possible.
Extreme Wayz Are Back Again
Sorry. I've been pretty stressed out, depressed, discouraged, and dormant for the past several months. Just been having financial, family, etc. issues going on. :( I guess, I'm still struggling with life, in general. Well, last June, I deleted my LinkedIn, Twitter, and Instagram accounts and I have my Facebook deactivated (so I can still use FB Messenger). Fyi, if I deleted my Facebook, I wouldn't be able to use FB Messenger... hence, the deactivation instead. I still have my deviantArt account here and my YouTube account (I don't upload vids, btw). So... basically, I've been social media distancing as well. Lol I'm pretty introverted anyways. I'm only extraverted when I want to be. I wanted to focus on myself, do some more soul-searching (it's still a constant thing for me), and try to be more motivated into my artwork. But unfortunately, I was caught up in so much stuff in my life that I only managed to finish one of my projects... my Ninja Turtle: Raphael
What's my favorite monster?
My favorite monster is ... the Vampire because, they're immortal and nocturnal. They have healing, regenerative abilities. They're pretty quick and strong. They don't age very much. They're hypnotic, mesmerizing, dark, and brooding. I can relate to them. I'm a loner. I can be dark and brooding. I sleep a lot during the day and I am more active at night. I'm also... believe it or not... I'm 35 years-old... even though I don't look like it. And, yes, I do have pointy canine teeth (a.k.a. vampire fangs). They're real and not fake vampire veneers. I joke around sometimes that I'm a vampire. Lol Oh... and I :heart: Bats!! :D Nick from What We Do in the Shadows: "I'M A VAMPIRE!" I dig this from @Trev--Murphy Sorry. I wish I could make this as a status update, but my answer was too long... so I made it into a dA Journal entry. :( :P So, What's Your Favorite Monster? @Dshinjin , @Arezoo-a , and @skysoul25 The "What's Your Favorite Monster?" prompt can be found
On the Back Burner :\
This year, 2020 has been chaotic and shitty so far. :( Especially, with my depression taking it's toll / hold on me these past 8 months... and trying to break away from some of it and get more better grounding on my motivation and inspiration for making art and being creative again. A lot of my fanart portraits and anime and among other art projects have been on the wayside. I think I should make a list of unfinished / WIP drawings and projects and a list of things that I want to draw / ideas. I still would like to work at Pixar someday... since it's my dream to work there. Also, I would like to brush up on my graphic design skillz and learn more multimedia software. I've been so overwhelmed with other stuff in my life.. such as my still current financial hardships, health insurance, my unemployment claim, and my disability appeal hearing next month for my depression. :p Adulting still sucks... I'm almost halfway into my 35th year of existence. *sigh* Much
Giving Up
It's been awhile since I've drawn anything. I've decided to give up on everything in life... especially art and drawing. My first deviantArt poll asked for people's opinions on my artwork... https://www.deviantart.com/animaniac21285/poll/Opinion-What-do-you-think-about-my-artwork-2498235 It explains why I have only 110 watchers for the past 10 years. Tbh, I've been severely depressed these past 13 months going on 14 months. Overall, I'm just tired of living. What the f-ck is the point in all this??? Really?? Seriously??? I'm done. I don't want to see another sunrise.
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